i've sneezed 7 times in the past hour. considering my average sneeze rate... this is not a good sign.
i need home. i need mom and dad and movies and blankets. i need there to be no drama and no awkward hanging out at places where i don't feel quite comfortable yet and wondering why i'm not at the places where i used to play so comfortably. i need to feel like home is still home even though family changes.
and is family really changing? when will i feel comfortable enough to call these people family? ah, god i worry too much.
oh growing up... how difficult you are...
i need to be taken care of.
is it thursday yet?